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meagen's Favorite Quote: 'life hurts more, when you die the pains over.' JIM MORRISON
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About meagen:
Profession:whatever i feel like doing at the time
Nick Name:zim, duder, boo
Religion:No Answer
Height:5'1
Weight:135
Body Type:Average
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Black
Habits:stoner, camera happy, a shower everyday
Phobias:bees, spiders
Makes me happy:hangingout with friends and making memeories with them
Makes me sad:death, funerals, being alone
My Income:whatever i make at the time
My Pets:kittie
More about me:if you want to know anything ask msn-thedoorsnum1fan@yahoo.com yahoo-thedoorsnum1fan@yahoo.com aim-rapkittie
My perfect partner:tall/slender,green eyes, stoner,partier,very outgoing, reliable, tats and percings
I'd like to meet:jim morrison, marilyn monroe, dimebag, robert plant, jared leto, jim carey, kurt cobain, peter steele(lead bassist and vocals of type o negative)
My Poems

your trance



the knifes in my back
the one that you stabbed me with
the pain makes me cringe
the though makes me weakened
and you face makes me smile
your heart loves me
your love holds me
your eyes see through me
your touch comforts me
and your kiss summon me
you are tasteless
but unknowingly beautiful






death is to love...

you tell me I'm real
you're not
the pain is crucial
you said you cared
I can tell from the clouds parting in the sky
that everything you told me was one fake lie
it's hard to hand you my heart
when that's all i have to give
taking advantage
that was your game
how can you do that with no shame

tears fall from my weakened eyes
forever we will be apart
so guilty are you
leaving me to your death
forfitting our chances of love
for the world was ours

as i lay stars on your eyes
realizing that you were my prize
It didn't matter for I had already won
your death was becoming of me





the least worst of life

the nothing i feel takes in my soul
black and blue bruises
cuts of the heart
patience i cant handle
trying to learn the truth
everyone lies
will you return to me?





the photograph told the truth
the violin made me a martyr
the kisses burned in my heart
...and it all went down from there

i can't even have you in dreams
my heart dies out
causes torment and dissatisfaction

pain is temper-mental
usually under the circumstances
... of being told the truth

discomfort from striving to be someone
when i can't feel my own emotions
the pain sinks in

pressure of public
time to stop
i've found my home


you're eating at my soul with you're beauty


struggling to know who i am
preparing for the truth
fear the future

forgetting the memories
crying for help
noticing your gone

regret
parasite
reminiscing

confused and broken
hurt and helpless
i want more

you're eating at my soul with your beauty
you passion and commitment
render my heart

i want to tell you
.. i'm scared of rejection
scared of love

notice me notice you


i'm sick and tired

i'm sick and tired of being unpretty
i'm sick and tired of not being the one
i'm sick and tired of being last
i'm sick and tired of your reasons
im sick and tired of your lies
but most of all.....
i'm sick and tired of being alone


falling
    falling
deeper into the depression that eats away at my soul
i do care
i wonder if you ever could
i mean half ass at least
i dont expcet LOVE!

so powerful
your eyes are perfect for dancing
so smart it hurts
maybe to much for youe own good
feelings are so in touch
emotions are strong
not scared to talk about your pain
body so gorgeous
hair so beautiful
thoughts so powerful
opinions always make the point
i cant tell you all the things
the things i see
EVERYTHING about you amazes me
meagen's Favorites
Favorite Musicthe doors, pink floyd, slipknot, mudvayne, pantera, a life once lost, rancid, am. head charge, otep, arch enemy, cradle of filth, rancid, sex pistols white stripes, kittie, trivium, a dozen furies, fear factory, type o negative, gwar, the misfits, danzig, the agony scene, the coheed and cambria, taproot, staind, live, the vines, guns and roses, drowning pool, led zeppelin, slayer, godsmack, marilyn manson, janis joplin, sublime, deftones, papa roach, nirvana, wheatus, kelly osbourne, killswitch engage, nine inch nails, metallica, down, ozzy, today i wait, isnt it yesterday, red hot chili peppers, avril lavigne, good charlotte, no doubt, 2pac, liljohn, sevendust, RACE THE SUN, COLD WAR, system of a down, the killers, it dies today, fear before the march of flames, disturbed, dieing fetus, atomship, hatebreed, the ramones, bob marley, jimi hendrix, bright eyes, black label society, hawthorne heights, rob zombie, blink 182, and the sky went red, 30 sec to mars, the veronicas, the cure, alice in chains, silvechair, glassjaw, incubus, shadows fall, the haunted, god forbid, bury your dead, iron madien, in flames, life of agony, audioslave, and many, many more................. concerts~gwar(2), drowning pool, flaw, type o negative, dieing fetus, cannibal corpse, cradle of filth, arch enemy, atomship, hatebreed, slayer, killswitch engage, trivium(2), the agong scene(4), still remains, 3 inched of blood, otep, girlscout hand grenade, american head charge, and so many more
Favorite BooksRequiem for a Dream, Go Ask Alice, The Wilderness, American Night, i love poetry and any non-fiction books i love to read for wisdom!
Favorite Moviesanything jim carey, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill 1 and 2, Resevoir Dogs, Grease, The Doors, Romeo and Juliet, Requim for a Dream, Wrong Turn, Dazed and Confused, The Wall, Saw, Son in Law, Encino Man, Bio dome, Crazy/Beautiful, Queen of the Damned, From Dusk till Dawn, Conair, Rose Red, and Pirates of the Carribean, To Wong Foo, Dirty Dancing, Purple Rain, Cruel Intentions, May, Fight Club, Blow, Interview with the Vampire, Clockwork Orange, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, My Boyfriends Back, Ghost, Napolean Dynamite, The Stepford wives, Beauty and the Beast, Alice in Wonderland, Bill And Teds Excellent Adventure, Waynes World, Willy Wonka, Road Trip, The Nightmare Before Christmas, Gothika, Stigmata, Attack from Mars, Men In Black, Titanic, and Freddy Got Fingered.
Favorite TV ShowsSimpsons, Daria, Charmed, Viva La Bam, Punked, The Osbourns, SNL, Real World, The Challenges, Invader Zim, Infomercials, Fear Factor, Chappelle Show, aqua teen hunger force, Jackass, degrassi, family guy
Hobbiesdrawing, painting, writing, getting stoned
Favorite Placesfriends houses, harpos
Favorite Foodsnachos, mashed potatos, tater tots,
Favorite Animalscats, farrets, hampsters, lizards and snakes
Favorite Sportsvolleyball, swimming
Political Viewsbush sucks
Reading nowgraves end, go ask alice for like the 4892649823 time
favorite interestsmusic, concerts, drinking, pot, hanging out with friends, partying, dennys, hanging out in tattoo shops, piecing, reading poetry, singing, aim, msn, and emails, skirts, safty pins, black nail polish, shoes, earrings, tats, pictures, hot emo kids, hot metal heads http://www.mindistortion.net/iwantyoursoul/?i_am=razorlover
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meagen's Comments (19)
dark21xx
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Posted By: chris, Mar 23, 2006 | 1:34 am
thedoorsnum1fan Reply From: meagen, Mar 27, 2006 | 11:46 pm
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aber
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Posted By: Daniel, Mar 12, 2006 | 8:58 am
thanks for the add and nice profile,maybe we can chat sometime
Black12
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Posted By: Brett, Mar 05, 2006 | 6:28 pm

Hey wuz up click on MCR 4 Real under then groups on my page and join plz thanx

    NBrettN

Black12
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Posted By: Brett, Mar 05, 2006 | 10:11 am

O srry I didn't no thats how u signed

         NBrettN

Black12
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Posted By: Brett, Mar 04, 2006 | 5:26 pm

ur page is awsome.

 NBrettN

thedoorsnum1fan Reply From: meagen, Mar 05, 2006 | 8:10 am

thank you

i cant believe you sign you way the same as me well ill do it differnet now

love

  B  meagen B

tat2paul
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Posted By: Paul, Mar 03, 2006 | 6:46 am
thanks for the add
thedoorsnum1fan Reply From: meagen, Mar 03, 2006 | 10:53 pm

Hey I'm Meagen nice to meet you too. So what do you like to do for fun? I love parties, going to concerts and hanging out with my friends! well peace & laters

 NBANZNBANMeagenNBANZNBAN

black735
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Posted By: chris, Mar 01, 2006 | 4:15 pm

yea i know it sucks major ass thing that sucks the most is that i havent seen him since new years i feel like a major ass cuz of that larren was a great friend and still will be he we had a lot of great times togerther he will be in our hearts for ever

love chris

thedoorsnum1fan Reply From: meagen, Mar 02, 2006 | 1:46 am

at least hes not sick anymore

im really gunna miss him though he was loved by everyone

love meagen

J0hn
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Posted By: John, Feb 27, 2006 | 11:20 pm
Hey whats up Meagen name is John Nice to meet ya
thedoorsnum1fan Reply From: meagen, Mar 01, 2006 | 8:31 am

Hey I'm Meagen nice to meet you too.

So what do you like to do for fun?

I love parties, going to concerts and hanging out with my friends!

well peace & laters

NBANZNBANMeagenNBANZNBAN

DirtyAngel
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Posted By: **Caz**, Feb 25, 2006 | 2:54 pm
Got internet back at home wooo... Mum gives in if i keep on and on and on and on hehe! Schools okay, the people are a bit shit (cept ma people) Teachers a bit... just.... teacherish its just very busy full of exams ..grrr... so you didnt go college? uni? xox **caz**
bigafghn
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Posted By: Big Afghan, Feb 25, 2006 | 2:25 am

Hi ,Ms Meagen good morning my dear wish you to be fine and doing well and enjoy so sorry when I saw your nice pics in my album believe me I very afraid if you trust me or not you so dangers ok. I am sorry for my joking has good time .bye

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