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Colton Bryant
o gah!!!!i love u buddy!!!!!your my bestdude friend ever!!!!!!thanks for everything!!u helped me with alot. but im here for u whenever!!!ur sooo cool....i think ur awesome!!!!!well um thanks for being there for me!!and ur my bestestestestestest buddy!!! halie merissa
hey halie i love u chicken!u have been there for me through so much!remember the fireworks show??good times.l0l i dont know what to say to u.u r my sister.bffl i love u chicken!!
Suicide
Suicide is not usually successful.
You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25 year old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor. That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensice liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his 'foolproof' suicide. You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded 'loving' suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help. & I hope you have realized ;; Suicide's not the way out. there are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. you're leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better. I know i can't convince you to not commit suicide, but just please think about everything a little before you do anything. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better, and it will be okay. So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times. I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at lease once in their life. And you think there is no other way, just read this over. Remember: You live to have fun, and joke around ;; Not to be depressed. I know depression isn't an easy thing to get over, but it is possible ..Please read this all it may change your live for ever.please put this on your site so others can read it too! what about all the hot boys you'll miss, growing up, having kids, a husband? being a grandmother, honestly to die at 15 is not the answer!! All this time Ive waited
I think this time its real But will he ever know How he truley makes me feel? The way he makes me smile When I look into his eyes Seeing who I really am Not hearing deadly cries My body begins to shake As I wish to hold him tight His heart beating against mine To kiss his lips tonight Stareing at this picture Water danceing down my cheak Its usually so easy But now I can not speak I cant put it into words Just what he meens to me So I'll paint it with my silver tears And maybe he will see I Hate You!
I Hate the way you talk i asked you
i asked you if i was pretty,you said no. i asked you if i was fat,you said yes of course, i asked you if you wanted to be with me forever,you said no, i asked you if you would cry if i walked away,you said no, i had heard to much and needed to leave, as i walked away....................... you grabbed my arm and told me to stay, you said................... you`re not pretty,you`re beautiful. the only thing fat or big about you is your heart, i dont want to be with you forever,i need to be. and baby i wouldnt cry if u walked away,i would die!! |
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Maggy!i love u sis!its so hard to believe we used to hate eachother.but u r so cool!u and Halie r my sisters!:)l0l.hangin out with u,Halie,and the whole gang is awesome!cant wait till summer!love ya chick I Love You To
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why He never talked to her His friends had made her cry She smiled at him in the hall He just turned his head He did not care about her Is what he always said But she kept her chin up And she loved him still Because she knew what was inside A hole that she could fill His friends soon caught word Of her feelings toward him They found it hysterical But her love did not dim She knew that she was better Than what they thought she was But still her heart was his For reasons she knew not of She slowly became more forlorn Slipping deep into a hole He was still ignoring her Breaking her delicate soul But her love did not falter She always thought of him But all the rumors about her Put her closer to the brim On the final day His friends played a trick Told her that he loved her Just to watch her tick Sadly she believed them And she was overjoyed Little did she know That it was all a ploy She went up to him To make sure that he knew That she knew how he felt And that she loved him too He did not understand So all he did was stare Telling her repeatedly That he really did not care She was finally over the edge She knew it could not be true I thought they said he loved her But deep inside she knew She could not comprehend How to go on living her life So she went in to the kitchen Pulled out the sharpest knife She screamed into the air This is not how it should be She screamed all the things That she wished that he would see She spoke of her love She cried of her pain She whispered of what happened How it could never be the same And with her last strength She scribbled her final note She explained everything And this is what she wrote: Take the shining knife, And cut open my wrists Watch the blood flow out It couldve ended with a kiss Take the bloody knife Write words into my skin Tell me that you hate me Make the pain begin Take the knife and hold it up So that everyone can see That this is the pain You were always causing me She watched the blood pour out Collapsing on the floor Little did she know That he was at the door He did not get an answer As he screamed her name He told her he was sorry What he said was really lame He did not want to give up He wanted her to know That he really did like her Just did not let it show He did not care about his friends They were not his anymore So please, wont you please Just open the damn door He walked to the window Saw her lying there He pounded on the glass Crying in despair He broke through the glass And knelt down on the floor Looking at the girl He had always adored Desperately calling for help She was still alive He tried to bandage wounds Please God let her survive He held her so close As the ambulance drew near I really do love you He whispered in her ear. Please dont give up I'll try to help you through We will make it work You know I love you too |
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