Home Profile Browse Search Forum Friends Photos Chat Polls / Quiz Events Groups Blog
  • farnaz
  • (L)ake of sorrow (O)cean of tears (V)alley of death (E)nd of life________(L O V E)
  • i am offline
farnaz's Latest Photos
About farnaz:
Profession:STUDENT OF UNIVERSITY
Nick Name:har tor rahatin
Religion:Muslim
Body Type:Average
Eye Color:Brown
Hair Color:Brown
Makes me happy:SPENDING LIFE WITH HAPPINESS & USING ALL OF MY SECONDS
My Income:pool tojibiye babayiiii(MY GOOOOOD PARENTS ;D )
My Pets:fara
More about me:Hi!!i'm farnaz I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you know were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be overly excited by the little things again. I want to live simple again. You only live once. You might as well get it over with!
My perfect partner:.....
Solitude
Solitude magnify


I'm sitting here alone in darkness
Waiting to be free
Lonely and forlorn I am crying
I long for my time to come
Death means just life
Please let me die in solitude

Hate is my only friend
Pain is my father
Torment is delight to me
Death is my sanctuary
I seek it with pleasure
Please let me die in solitude

Receive my sacrifice
My lifeblood is exhausted
No one gave love and understanding
Hear these words
Vilifiers and pretenders
And please let me die in solitude

Earth to earth
Ashes to ashes

Eternal Sleep
Eternal Sleep magnify

I am the only one
who understands me
in my ebony dreams
why can't I be just like them
...happy

life is gone
beautiful, suffering
my eyes drown, in delusion

my body paled and cold, let the
silence bloom I never will arise
in your arms again

now, with her hand, she closed my eyes
and gave me the last kiss, her tears drip
in my pool of blood

but, I've died with a
smile, 'cause no one did really search the
tenderness which sleeped in me, no

why could I not feel the love which flows through
all of our souls it was the fear that I never could fall in it

but so I'm gone and no one can bring me back
now shed tears what you on earth never did for me

now, they weep on my grave
weep they all just for me
now, I'm sad about my mistake

why can't I return to earth, why?
there so many who loved me really
o. pain

*~Funny But Reality~*
*~Funny But Reality~* magnify
ESHGH mesle abe, mitooni tuye dastet ghayemesh koni, ama akharesh yerooz dasteto va mikoni mibini nist. ghatre ghatre chekide, bi inke befahmi dastet por az khateras
**What do we need?**
**What do we need?** magnify
 dar in donyaii ke ma adamian be vojood avardim hich chiz be andazeye dari ke az on betavan gorikht, dardi az ma dava nemikonad. darha lazem and. Bale darha besiyar lazem and. hata dari ke be hich divari tabie nashode bashad. man az nahayate shab harf mizanam, man az nahayate tariki va az nahayate shab hArf mizanam! agar be khaneye man amadi baraye man ey mehraban cheragh biavar va yek dariche ke az on be ezdehame koocheye khoshbakht bengaram...Image
 
Dark Angel Bird
Dark Angel Bird magnify

Through the night... All night long...
A tragic croaking can be heard...
The voice of an angel keeps calling...
An angel with a bleeding soul is falling...

Dark angel of melancholy
I am a cold tear of misanthropy
Dark angel of suffering
I'm an angstfull whining

You rant poems of pain
In a bitting elegy
Deep red is the color
Of your boundless agony

Dark angel of melancholy
I am a cold tear of misanthropy
Dark angel of suffering
I'm an angstfull whining
An angstfull... An angstfull whinning...

Dark angel bird...

The sadness in your chant
Is my own grief
A mournful melt of tears
Which arises as nightfalls

In your eyes...
I behold the eyes of a soul
A soul with a bleeding heart
And nobody's love

My existence depends on yours,
My... My soul is as yours,
For... For you I cry
In the cold bare night

Take me beyond infinity
In your moonlight wings
I want to cry out a last scream
I want to fall asleep and dream

I am... I am the Dark Angel Bird...
A poet of tragedies...

At Last
At Last magnify
                                        all my presence died today i breathe 
                                                      to memories guess 
                                 i'm closing down torn and tired of my heart's 
                              sound what's worth to me when life's not around  
                                                       i will sleep tonight 
                                                       to sleep tomorrow  
                                if i sleep at last a promise has been broken the  
                                       essence of love in rust one in a million 
                                              i'm the one turning pale any  
            colours to express apart from bleak is hard and where you are my 
                                           thoughts are in guilt so forget me  
                                       forget me not time to catch something 
                                               since my ticket says the end 
                                     all my flowers withered today the room is  
                                           quiet guess it's growing cold dead 
                                        calm without my heart's sound what's  
                    worth to you when i'm not around i will sleep tonight to sleep 
                                                  tomorrow if i sleep at last
Endless Tears
Endless Tears magnify

Why do I suffer
Darkness consumes my soul
Trapped in this torment
Emptyness fills this blackness

My blood runs cold
I feel so lifeless so empty
Don't leave me this way
Death overwhelms me

Our love is stronger than death
Even beyond the grave we are together
We are one in eternal damnation
Our love is forever

My cold flesh caress' yours
Your warmth is what I crave
For you I would die your slave

Darkness surrounds I close my eyes
But visions of you are all I see
Suffering brings me to my knees
I scream for redemption but torment overwhelms me

I see you in my sleep your last gaze burnt into my mind
Covered in your warm blood I can?t let this be
My life incomplete for part of me has gone
My heart remains with you as I wander through the mist of dawn

Our love is stronger than death
Even beyond the grave we are together
We are one in eternal damnation
Our love is forever

I want to taste your last dying breath
I need to die a cold morbid death

What's Life?

ZENDEGI naghashie ba medad ast, Ama bedoone pak kon! Movazeb bash ke naghashie zibaii bekeshi...Image

Time...

zaman be man amo0kht ke dast dadan manie refaghat nist...bo0sidan ghole mandan nist...eshgh varzidan zemanate tanha nashodan nist...hich vaght del be kasi naband chon in donya inghadr kochik hast ke to0sh 2 ta del kenare ham ja nashan...age ham del basti hich vaght azash joda nasho chon in donya inghadr bozorg hast ke dige peidash nakoni

I Will Love YoU mOre ThAn tHaT!
I Will Love YoU mOre ThAn tHaT! magnify

Baby you deserve much better
What's the use in holding on
Don't you see it's now or never
Coz I just can't be friends
Baby knowing in the end

That I will love you more than that
I won't say those words, then take them back
Don't give loneliness a chance
Baby listen to me when I say...

I WILL LOVE U MORE THAN THAT!

There's not a day that passes by
I don't wonder why we haven't tried
It's not too late to change your mind
So take my hand, don't say goodbye

~GhAm?!~
~GhAm?!~ magnify
 vaghti az madar motevaled shodam..sedaie dar gosham tanin endakhte. ke bad az in ba to khaham bood. behesh goftam to kisti? goft :gham fekr kardam gham aroosaki khahad bood ke man badha ba on bazi khaham kard. vali badha fahmidam!! ke man aroosaki hastam dar dastan gham...!
farnaz's Favorites
Favorite MoviesLEGEND OF THE FALL, TROY, GLADIATOR, THE LAST SUMURAI, MR &MRS SMITH, THE 6TH SENSE, CHOCOLATE, , MILLION DOLLARY BABY, DARK WATER, A GIRL WITH PEARL EARINGS, BRAVE HEART, PASSION OF THE CHRISTS, SOAL PLAIN HORROR:KHANEI AZ MOOM, JEEPER SCEEPER, THE RING, SAW, SCREAM, FACULTY, COMIC:AMERICAN PIE, MR BEEEEEN, THE PING PANTER, PAT & MAT,
Favorite TV Shows30NAMA VA MAVARA, TV 4
HobbiesCHAP KARDANE MASHIN BARA TANAVO, RACING, PLAYING GUITAR, MOUNTAIN CLIMBING, WATCHING MOVIES, READING
Favorite FoodsFAST FOOD(BLUEWICH-NIKAN-SANDWICHE DANESHKADE RIAZI), PIZZA(NIGHT PIZZA, PIZZA PEDAR BOZORG), GHAZAHYE SELFAZADE UNI;D, HOTDOG, MOST IRANIAN & CHINIES FOOD
Favorite AnimalsHAPOOYE PASHMALOOOOO, HORSE, PINGUIN, PANDA
Favorite SportsSWIMMING, RACING, VOLLIBALL, SKIING
Political ViewsNOT POLITICAL(FAGHAT JENAH CHAPIAM HAMIN)
Reading nowKHAYAME SADEGH
Listening nowPARTIZAN(IRANIAN RAP GROUP) http://www.partizanrap.blogfa.com/
Last movie sawHIDE & SEEK
Favorite BooksDERAKHTE ZIBAYE MAN, DAVINCHI CODE, ESHGH VA SALTANAT(ZENDEGINAMEYE KOROSHE KABIR), SHAZDE KUCHULU, LEOBUSKALIA, THE MAD MAN (GIBRAN KHALIL GIBRAN), BRIDA, THE ALCHEMIST, PAR, SUPHIES WORLD, BLIND OWL, RAZE RANGINKAMAN, ... http://www.leb.net/gibran/
CelebritiesEDWARD ZWICK, JOSH GROBEN, BRAT PITT, ANJELINA JULIE, NICOLE KIDMAN, JENIFER LOPEZ, ...
Favorite MusicDADY YANKY(D@LE..)*, Guitar $pan!ish(Gipsy king), SEAN PAOL(GeT BE@SY, EVER blAziNg...)*, Em!iNeM, ALeX, AvriL LaviGne(SlipD aWay, ...)*, EvaNecSenCe, LiNkiN-ParK, MeTaLlicA(& N0Ting ELs MATters, UnforGiven~2~...)*, KORN(MaKE Me B@D, MR ROGeRS, ANOTHeR BR!iK IN ThE WaLL....)*, LiMP BiZKiT(HoT DoG, ...)*, With!in TemptatioN(Memorie$, ...)*, Jen!ifer Lopez(Jeny From The BlocK, ...), GiGi- D-@goStiNo, The R@smU$, SlipK Not, Sting, D!ido(LiFe FoR ReNt), Lindsay Lohan(Confessions Of A Broken Heart (Daughter To Father), ...)*, 3 Doors Down( Here Without You, ...)*, BacK $treat BoyS(!iNcompL!it, ...)*, DarEn Hyes(iNsatiaBle)*, ShaKira, @mir AaRaM, FarMaN Fathalian, FeraiDuN Fo0rUgh!i, MUsiC Matne TrOy&Zor0(jo$h GrOben & MarK AntoNy)*, Go0Go0$h, JUst!in T!imberLakE, System Of @DowN(Lonly Day, ...)AmrDi@B(TaMALY MaAK)*, MoH$eN ~1~gAnEiN(ch!i Be$hE Bego0shaM)*, Siavash Ghomaish!AhAngAye $h@D !irUn!iAm BaD N!istAn, ...
Favorite Placesmost part of the world http://persia.org/imagemap/esfahan.html http://www.iranchamber.com/cities/esfahan/esfahan.php http://images.search.yahoo.com/search/images?p=ESFAHAN&fr=FP-tab-web-t400&toggle=1&ei=UTF-8&fr2=tab-web
favorite poetryHAFEZ, MOLANA, FOROOGH FAROKHZAD, AHMAD SHAMLOO, FEREIDON MOSHIRI, MEHDI AKHAVAN SALES, HOSSAIN PANAHI, SOHRAB SEPEHRI, ... http://danesh.bizhat.com/HumanScience/Literature.htm http://poetry.gundack.info/dir8/hafez-poet.html http://www.hosseinpanahi.com/html/POEMS.HTM http://www.shamlou.org/index.php?option=com_mamblog&Itemid=76
interest:PLaying GUITAR($p@n!i$h)*, eLecTroN!ik, Fl@M!iNgo(:Duo0XeshDaAl@m;)*, TH!iNk @Bout(Every Th!iNg)*, Wo0W!!!KhAa@B(Che FaZ!i)*, $hoPp!iNg, Go0sH!iD@N Mu$ic, ChaTtiDaN(Albate NA Ba Har K@S!i )*, ShUtUn!i(BaAZz!i VaghtaA mAaShin Baba!io Dagho0o0n Mikon@m&Ets:)*, ReaD!!ng BO0k, Painting, ...
farnaz's Extended Profiles (1)
fara
fara
farnaz's Comments (9)
pasargad2006
Reply
Posted By: ***@REZA@***, Nov 13, 2006 | 3:49 am

Vile
Reply
Posted By: Conrad, Oct 16, 2006 | 7:51 am

You seem so sad....and yet, sadness brings meaning to every creatures life. For what will joy be without sorrow? But beyond our sadness there doesnt seem to be any joy left....the harsh reality of this evil existence has dried every drop of sunlight from our hearts...and no matter how much I try to reach the corners of this abyss....in the end its just me and the never ending hollow that fills my soul.....how do one create happiness out of ashes, how do one smile when it only tastes of death in your mouth?

pasargad2006
Reply
Posted By: ***@REZA@***, Oct 04, 2006 | 11:26 am

هرچه کردم بشوم از تو جدا بدتر شد 

                                              از دل ما برود مهر و وفا بدتر شد

مثلا خواستم اين بار که موقر باشم

                                           و به جاي تو بگويم که شما بدتر شد

آسمان وقت قرار من و تو ابري بود

                                         تازه با رفتن تو وضع هوا بدتر شد

چاره دارو و دوا نيست که حال بد من

                                         بي تو با خوردن دارو و دوا بدتر شد

روي فرش دل من جوهري از عشق تو ريخت

                                       آمدم پاک کنم عشق تو را بدتر شد

 

 

n0thing
Reply
Posted By: meissam, Sep 30, 2006 | 5:39 pm

NaSiMe vAsL Be aFsOrDeGaAn, ChE KhAhAd kArD?

bAhArE TaAzE Be bArGe kHaZaN, cHe kHaHaD KaRd?

Ze fEyZe aBr cHe hAaSeL, gIaAhE SoOkHtE Ra?

ShArAaB Ba mAne AfSoRdE JaN ChE KhAhAd kArD?

_take care honey_

sisyphus
Reply
Posted By: babak, Sep 03, 2006 | 4:30 am

 From childhood's hour I have not been
        As others were; I have not seen
        As others saw; I could not bring
        My passions from a common spring.
        From the same source I have not taken
        My sorrow; I could not awaken
        My heart to joy at the same tone;
        And all I loved, I loved alone.
        Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
        Of a most stormy life- was drawn
        From every depth of good and ill
        The mystery which binds me still:
        From the torrent, or the fountain,
        From the red cliff of the mountain,
        From the sun that round me rolled
        In its autumn tint of gold,
        From the lightning in the sky
        As it passed me flying by,
        From the thunder and the storm,
        And the cloud that took the form
        (When the rest of Heaven was blue)
        Of a demon in my view.

Allan poe

adamfthi
Reply
Posted By: Adam, Aug 06, 2006 | 7:14 am
Hi! What's up? hi I'm adam from jordan kingdom, mark_johonson@yahoo.com mark_johonson@hotmail.com
farnazoptimist Reply From: farnaz, Aug 09, 2006 | 6:56 am

Hi

tnx 4 the add

my yahoo id:optimist_farnaz

see u soon!!

A Dream of Beauty & Desire Lost
A Dream of Beauty & Desire Lost magnify

For darkness fills thy soul with such anguish such pain
I lack understanding of my torment
to die is my only salvation
from this life this emptiness I long for solitude
but my heart is black
black with hate and a feeling of loss

Save me I call to you for you are the darkness
my only happiness my only love
I dream of the shadows as they fill me with life
why cant this be so a dream so far
so very far away this ache is so strong

"As you departed so did my soul
in the place that you once lay
is an emptiness filled by pain
your spring sent once so sweet
now leaves me with a bitter smell
the tranquillity that once consumed me
is now over come by loss in this garden
I become stone as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . ."

Why am I so alone I cant feel this way
I?m so alone cant you wont you take me away. . .

Take me make me yours
soothe me the way only you could
I live in vain for without you I am nothing
sweet darkness take me into your shadows
tears they fall as the night it calls
help me find my self I don't know who I am
In this garden I become stone
as a dream of beauty and desire is lost. . .

Chrysanthemums In Bloom
Chrysanthemums In Bloom magnify

A faint taste of my blood hangs heavy in the
air
And of Chrysanthemums in bloom
In honour of the long dead souls at rest
The shadows cast an eerie light upon the stone

Heavy is my heart from the loss
Weeping I lay down upon the ground
The cool night air sets the mood so distant
Hours and hours I pray, do my cries fall upon
deaf ears
Dawn is so far, I cannot hold on

Staid am I, I fell nothing, nothing
How long can I hold onto this dream of ours
Long suffered in melancholy
Forever is a mere second in dead tongue
For the light has dimmed and hours passed

My dress is torn from my constant madness
This life is too cruel and unbearable
Why wait to be spirited to death
I kiss at your feet to stay with me
I hear the beating of my own heart

Can you feel my love for you
I've long tired of the lies
And thrust me into the arms of dead lovers
The throes of ecstasy will not last
So as the grave fades, so does life eternal

Dawn is creeping into the night's sullen
incandescence
Time has come to say our last goodbye
And do not weep for me, I shall not weep for
you
Then how is your face stained with tears
For the night has passed

If you must leave me now, tell me your heart
The truth will haunt us
And I no longer wish to remember the hurt
Then kiss me goodbye and be on your way
And free from your guilt, never...

They Whispered You Had Risen
They Whispered You Had Risen magnify

For centuries I've walked this world alone
immersed in the serenity of the shadows
filled with the blood of life
between your world and mine. . . help me

They whispered you had risen
your love means more than life itself
your neck burns with uncontrollable pain
that won't cease until you rest in the shadows

The dark air of the night so cold
I can show you truth beyond your dreams
your fiery tears they seared me
as we stared into the candles flame

how do you comprehend a bond of such
intentioned sacrifice I plead with the darkness
your skin is of purest ivory and as you weep
I catch your ebony tears we melt in our hidden desire. . .
Please submit your soul to me
to become my destiny I beckon to you
through the mist of the everlasting rain
spill your blood stop our pain
be my bride of darkness
you are me and I am you forever. . .

The pale moon it comes alive in your eyes
I weep why must the sun ever rise
for in this darkness your radiance
consumes me for this I give you life. . . eternal