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About halie:
BROTHER I HOPE UR WACHING
its been a while i love it
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blake
THIS IS BLAKE MY BEST BEST BEST BEST EXC......FRIEND
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Every girl needs that best friend... the one who makes her laugh, when she doesn't think she's ever gunna smile again... Never frown because you don't know who could be falling in love with your smile. I`ll be there- dont do it
Your Never Alone - Okay, I found this from a site, and I thought it was really important to put here. I know people who feel this way, and choosing suicide as your way out isn't the answer. Don't just skim through these words, please take the time to read the whole thing.
You've decided to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your way out. Fine -- please try to consider these facts first: Suicide is not usually successful. You know a guaranteed way? Ask the 25 year old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But, both of his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sence of humor. That was before he lept from a building. Now, he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he knows he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 year old with extensice liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But .. who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse the job -- but someone has to do it. Who will cut you down from where you hung yourself, or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your sister or brother? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will never completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. You do have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you there's hope. Maybe in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. If you are reading this, steal it and put it in your site too. If you're seriously considering this permanent solution to a temporary problem, please find help. This isn't the way to go, you may think that everyone would just be better off without you, but have you ever seen a family who has lost a loved one to suicide? They're messed up, the parents usually get divorced, the siblings never talk to each other. This not only ends your life, it changes the lives of others around you, but not in a good way. There are people who love you, and people who have been through the same things as you, even though it may not seem like it at times. So please, seek help. & I hope you have realized ;; Suicide's not the way out. there are so many other safer ways of dealing with your problems. Maybe you think it's easier to just die. But think of what you are giving up. you're leaving your family, friends, and all the people who care about you and love you. And maybe you're not even that old yet, you have to experience life, find true love, that kind of stuff. Killing yourself isn't going to help. That's just running away from your problems, it's not solving anything, it's not making it better. I know i can't convince you to not commit suicide, but just please think about everything a little before you do anything. There's always someone who will be there for you to talk things through even if it seems like no one is there for you. Everything will get better, and it will be okay. So whenever you are going to pick up that knife, or razor, just think about all the people you are leaving behind, all the memories, and all the good times. I guess sometimes everybody feels like they want to die at lease once in their life. And you think there is no other way, just read this over. Remember: You live to have fun, and joke around ;; Not to be depressed. I know depression isn't an easy thing to get over, but it is possible ..Please read this all it may change your live for ever.please put this on your site so others can read it too! what about all the hot boys you'll miss, growing up, having kids, a husband? being a grandmother, honestly to die at 15 is not the answer!! LOVER
 i whant to be loved i whant somedacy to love!!!!!!!!!! so sad
One night a guy and a girl were driving home from a movie the boy sensed there was somthing wrong because of the painful silence they shared that night.the girl asked the boy to pull over to talk.she told him her feelings changed and it was time to move on.a silent tear ran down his cheek as he reached into his pocket and handed her a folded note...at that moment a drunk driver was speeding down that very street,he swirved into the driver seat and the boy died.miraculously,the girl survived.remembering the note,she pulled it out and read it,"WITHOUT YOUR LOVE I WOULD DIE
dont drink and drive
close to the door,he pauses to stand,as he took is class ring,off her hand,all that were watching,did not speak,as a silent tear ran down his cheek,as though his mind were so terribly cold,for he would never again,have her to hold,they watched in silence as he bent near,and wispered the words.....'I LOVE YOU'in her ear,he touched her face and started to cry as he put on his ring and wanted to die,and just as the wind began to blow they lowered her casket,into the snow.............this is what happens to men alive.........when friends let friends
dont let me die
i try to look past
i try to forget i try to cry it out but the harder it gets i have no one to vent to i mine as well drop my heads about to explode my hearts about to stop my breathing slows down your losing the beat slower and slower i drop to my feet i'm hanging by the string the one that you hold you can pull and save me or drop it adn i'll fold this is your last chance you do it i die you pull back and save me as the tears come to my eyes to blake♥
All this time Ive waited
I think this time its real But will he ever know How he truley makes me feel? The way he makes me smile When I look into his eyes Seeing who I really am Not hearing deadly cries My body begins to shake As I wish to hold him tight His heart beating against mine To kiss his lips tonight Stareing at this picture Water danceing down my cheak Its usually so easy But now I can not speak I cant put it into words Just what he meens to me So I'll paint it with my silver tears And maybe he will see AN ONLY SMILE
I didnt want to do it
To just leave you all alone No one understood Why I'd wait right by the phone. But by the time you read this I'll already of drifted away I would of called you first But theirs nothing left to say Im sorry for everytime I would cut my wrists and cry Im sorry for everytime I coverd up with a single lie Everyday you asked me And I told you I'd be fine Hideing all my tears When I knew I'd never shine You still will have a picture Each time you want to see The only smile I ever had what is love?
What is love?
Having so many meanings to it, So many thoughts about it, Yet no one really knows, To me love is a feeling, A joining of two hearts, And a joining of souls together, Uniting as one, So different, Yet so understandable of one another, Something complicated, And blissful, Its a joy inside all of us, A feeling everyone goes through, Whether it be for a lover, Or a mother, Love is a feeling unlike any other, A strong bond between people, It can be a number as small as two or as large as a million, It can be the affection towards your pet, Your parents, Your family, Or our nation, It doesn't have to be for a person, It can be about anything, What if we were to find love within ourselves? Does that mean we love ourselves? Or just that we have a lot of emotion? No one truly knows, We all have our own views on it, In ones mind love can mean so much, Yet not be shown, It can be as hidden as the wind blowing, Unleashing itself upon anyone at anytime, Causing chaos and a whirlwind of emotions, As hearts descend and love deepens, One tries to figure out what is happening, Why are they feeling this way? How did it happen? Love is.. Something unexpected, Something unique in every way, In a blink of an eye love may strike, Its a remarkable thing, Beautiful in all aspects, It may be rough, But in the end its worth it, Love is indescribable, Full of meaning and life, Its a bond of trust and hope, Simple put love is an amazing thing. |
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As i light another one just one more puff one more smoke one more cut one more good bye
to many times have i said good bye to many times have i felt guilty for doing something to many times have i smoked that cigarett so why not end it why not end something that will progress into nothing why not hurt this little girl with the broken smile and when you look at her alls you see is a smile but this girl crys herself to sleep this girl at night she feels pain that normall humans do not she does not smile because shes happy she does not feel love she does not feel hate all she feels is pain all she has are scares from herself from distruction she has fall apart at the mercy of the court please just let her end her little life let the girl that crys herself to sleep feel okay let the girl go to a place where she belongs People say they care but this girl can not know if it is true for she has never felt love she has broken in her eyes all shs seen is heart break and when she finds something new she doesnt react so now shes running from nothing and alls she feels is pain from hurt Shes messing things up watch out little girl there goes your world! SHE IS THE BIGEST SLUT I I KNOW ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
 HeArT BrEaKeR
 HER REFLECTION
Her soul is slowly drifing away,
As light seeps into her eyes. She paints the shadows all around, To hide from all their lies. She walks along the river, So broken standing bleak. Locking away all the pain, Her heart is growing weak. Her lips coverd in ashes, Her skin so rough and pale. Her eyes begin bleeding tears, As her body becomes so frail. Gazeing into the dirty waters, So confused with no direction. Looking within the frozen child, Stairing deep at her reflection DADDY!!!!!!!!!
Daddy wont you stop it
I cant hold on anymore Makeup bleeding down my face My tears they hit the floor Blood is running so red and cold My heart begins to sting All the pain inside my eyes It never ment a thing I try to hold on just for him But I'm slowly slipping away Falling into eternity Not to live another day I COULDNT RESIST MY KNIFE!
TO BLAKE (PART 2)
Loving you
Means it only hurts when I breathe Missing you Tears me appart every fucking second Despite the sun outside I just want to lie down and die Want to be her 'Cos shes the one you want And you don't look through her Wish you wouldn't pick me up When your down And she ain't giving what you want I want to be yours forever But you don't even see I'm still crying for you Still standing by Just incase you want me again U SAID
you said i was ur everything,
you said I was the one, you said you needed me, then you said goodbye, you said things weren't right, now you say my memory keeps you up all night, you said you needed something more, now u can't stand it anymore, you said you loved me, then you said it was a lie, you said you'd never break my heart, then you made my world fall apart, you said I was the best you ever had, you said you never leave me, but then you left me for her instead, all these words of yours are cheap, so I bought everyword you ever said to me. y did i have to die!!!!!!
I went to a party and remembered what you said.you told me not to drink so i had a sprite instead,i felt proud of myself,the way you said i would,that i didnt drink and drive,though some friends said i should.i made a healthy choice,and your advice to me was right,the party finally ended,and the kids drove out of site.i got into my car,sure to get home in one piece,i never knew what was coming,something i expected least.now im lying on the pavement,and i hear the policeman say"the kid that caused this wreck was drunk"his voice seems far away.my own blood is all around me,as i try hard not to cry,i can hear the paramedic say"this girls gonna die".im sure the guy had no idea,while he was flying high,because he chose to drink and drive,now i`d have to die.so why do peole do it,knowing that it ruins lives?now the pain is cuttin me like a hundred stabbing knives.tell my sister not to be afraid,tell daddy to be brave,and when i go to heaven,put "daddy`s girl"on my grave.someone should have taught him,that its wrong to drink and drive.maybe if his parents had,i`d still be alive.my breath is getting shorter,im getting really scared.these are my final moments and im so umprepared.i wish you could hold me as i lie here and die.i wish i could say i love you and goodbye.so i love you and goodbye.
    TO BLAKE (PART 3)
i want u
i need u i also love u.. i can't stand bein without u i listen to ur voice all the time i read ur emails over and over again i wish u will always b with me i wish u would understand how much i actually love u i talk about u to all my friends i whisper to the winds about ur name i write poems about u so theres one conclusion.. i can't live without u what life is
gun held to her head
phone in her hand tears running down mascara stains on her shirt she wonders if she should call who she should call she makes up her mind she dials the number a sweet litle voice on the other end its her best friend she hears the cries wonders whats wrong she begs her friend to tell all she says is im leaving this world behind ill see u in the end i love you with all my heart goodbye the friend hears the gun shot terrified she screams drops the phone not believing that could be tears pouring down theres nothing she can do halfway across the states she falls to the ground not knowing what to say she picks up the phone silence on the other end through her muffled cries and her puffy eyes her heart begins to slowly die day after day she wonders what could have been done why her friend took her life why it had to end wondering what it fixed was it her fault because she had changed knowing she had caused her to worry she begins to believe if i would have only listened she run home her parents room under the bed she stares pulls it out and grabs a bullet she writes a note explaining why knowing now she had to die loading the gun someone behind her she puts it tp her head says i love you and pulls the trigger her little sisters screams are heard throughout the town dramitized for the rest of her life now knowing what life is |
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hey there!im leaving ever1 on my list a comment....so u better comment me bak!!!well um...2 down like 16 2 go!!!uh......i miss u!!!!!im happy 4 u and Ricky....yall r great for eachother!!!*picturez 2 peas in a pod*l0l!well i miss u!!!*tears*its gonna be fun this summer!!!AAAHHH!!!l0l later chicken!!! i ♥ u!!!
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