Michael's Favorite Quote: "Feel like your being hated so that when you cry ppl ask find excuses"

THIS IS FUCKIN SICK!!!!!!!!!! i wanna beat the fuck outta people who do this kinda shit..... READ THIS ITS AWFULL!!!! Please, just listen. Im just a girl Trying to shout out for help; or a hand Please take a read; just listen Look from my view; Try and understand? I love my Dad; O Dear God i do But some things i need to ask why Because isnt my love in my heart Good enough; He likes to see me hurt and cry? It happens every week; Since i turned eight years old Please understand im thirteen and weak This is an act; bravery and bold I want to tell you; so much So maybe one of you can help me? I can't do this on my own; alone So please im begging on my knees Friday night; Pub night for Dad So he forgets all about my Mom Drinks till he can hardly stand Sometimes a quick drink for fun? Mom left me when i was seven and a half But its all in the past; o i miss her though I look at my father; crying he is But when is it time; for his pain to show Friday after a drink; he can stand and walk Hes not out his face; tripping to fall 'Jess get down these stairs' At 12 Midnight; Its not like him to call Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends 'Jessy you love me dont you' a smile; Their breathe spirts weep 'Daddy you know i do; what is it?' He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers 'Daddy im going to bed! Night' Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; 'Why are you doing this?' No answer, i feel the pain inside me; he Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to I try and scamper away, but im not fast 'O Daddy please, i love you' His friend; pulling at my nightie And my Dad pulling my pants down His friend pinning my hands to the floor As my Dad lies himself on the ground I squirm; as Daddys friend pulls me up And places me on top of Daddy; thursts within I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail 'O Daddy please you win you win!' I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free I can feel the blood seep down my leg 'Daddy your hurting me please' I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg Daddys laughing; why does he laugh? His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out 'Ride me Jessy' He laughs and groans They smile at one another; laugh to They roll me over and spread me wide My daddy sits on my face; himself in again While his friend talks and pushes himself inside I can hardly breathe; i gag for air I cough and splutter; cry and weep I beg and plead; but its no use Theyve already made me hurt and bleed I stare into his eyes; that look upon me This is not my Dad; where is he? If he was still here; would he care Would he actually even; see? Finally they get off and lie me on the sofa My cheeks blochy from tears and pain They play with them selfs; all over me Rub it in; making me feel the shame 'Why Daddy? Please tell me why?' Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away 'Jessy i love you' he smiles and kisses my cheek 'Is that all you have in your heart to say?' He puts my nightie on me I walks me to my bedroom door Ever since that night; His friend And himself every Friday come back for more 'Night sweet Girl; You are my life' Closing the door, tears still down my face Still the smell of him and his friend Fade into me like disgrace I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up 'Jessy its school' Knocking at my door I cant help but cry; weep in pain Because im so scared he wanted more But one night daddy took it too far Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot They were worried they would get caught So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back 'Daddy please!! Not tonight!' Daddy and his friend both had their last fun After that i tried to put up a fight I begged daddy 'Please no more!' All he could say 'Shut up you stupid whore!' Daddy unblindfolded me at last He said I love you so much He went back into the car and pulled out a bat 'Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!' I was dead After only one swing .. If this story has touched you plz add it 2 ur site.